I.
I never understood Misuzu’s feeling at all. I just followed my own desire. I’m the worst.
At that time.Misuzu said that she wants to be my sex slave
Sensei laughs.
Do you really think that there’s a girl who would want to become a man’s slave?
.I don’t
.I
It was really a dangerous state.You did rape play didn’t you?
.We did
I got very aroused though. For Misuzu, it wasn’t that different from real rape.
If Misuzu-san gave up in despair because of that rape play, she might really have become your sex slave.
Sensei says.
You see.There’s no endlessly lewd woman in this world. Among the prostitutes, there are occasional women who makes that play. A girl that has no forbidden plays, all okay. That kind of person isn’t a helpless lecherous person. They just gave up. Throwing their own life.Thinking that it’s already hopeless.therefore they accept anything. They have no choice but to accept .They gave up in life?
Those kinds are okay with anyone. They’re not looking at the man’s face. They just surrender themselves to the pleasures in their body. They get scared when they look at reality.they became ashamed that they want to die. Therefore, they close their eyes to indulge themselves in the pleasures of sex, and concentrate only on the sexual feeling!
Sensei gulps down the glass.
.I was the same
.Sensei
There’s only one thing I can thank Shirasaka Sousuke for.My body can no longer have sex ever again, you know that don’t you? That’s why I can no longer escape to the pleasure of sex! Even if I force myself, I can only face the reality.therefore, I think I went mad!
I poured wine into Sensei’s glass silently.
.Thanks. You see.I’m actually a weak woman. No, I was weak.before. But I have no choice but to get stronger. I have no other way out after all. I can’t masturbate. When I touch myself there, the scar hurts! The bottom of my stomach makes a tingling pain.That’s why, I!
I hold Sensei’s hand.
As a reflex, Sensei’s body twitched and she tried to move away from my hand! But still.I hold Sensei’s hand firmly!
.I won’t do anything. I’ll just hold your hand
Sensei looks at my hand.
.Sorry. I drank alcohol too fast.
Sensei looks down.
I’ll go back to Misuzu-san.I think that just a bit more and she’d suffer from sex madness. It was really a dangerous state. If it advanced badly.she would have your body for a while then she’d immediately start to fish for men. Escaping to sex, she’d sleep with any possible man.She’d become a hopeless woman!
So it was such a critical state!
.So it’s different now?
After getting up courage, I ask Sensei.
After yesterday’s rape play sex in the bathroom, you went for another round didn’t you?
Right.I began my second round without pulling out.
As a result, she was saved by that sex. Doing all your best.feeling Misuzu-san properly.that was good. Your feelings reached Misuzu-san that’s why she came to trust you. If you didn’t have the second sex, it would’ve been trouble this time.
Sensei sighes.
With that sex.Misuzu-san somehow accepted you.
.Well
Misuzu’s attitude changed completely after our second sex. It’s not her strange brightness from before but a genuine smile.
After that.Misuzu-san became your woman. Don’t worry. She will no longer part from you as long as it’s not something much.
.Why?
Sensei laughes as she was amazed.
You’re the only man in the world she can yield her mind and body.Misuzu-san said it herself didn’t she?
So she was serious.
I don’t get it.
Seriously.You’re taking so many girls seriously and yet.You’re always lonely as usual.
Sensei said with a sad expression.
I’m lonely?
Sensei returns a question to my question.
.Yoshida-kun.When I say ‘your own bed’ what do you imagine?
I answer immediately.
If it’s my bed then it’s the sofa in my house
That old sofa with bad springs.
I lived there this whole time. That old sofa where I can’t stretch my body so I have to round myself to sleep.
.This bed in this mansion isn’t a bed for you.
Sensei said.
Because.I’m only borrowing the bed in this house. My house is there.
That house where neither my mother or father comes home.
.I have to go back soon.
Well fine.Let’s talk about it next time
Sensei forcibly changes the topic.
Having me reminded of my house, I show an awkward face.
If.you didn’t do the second round of sex.and Misuzu-san didn’t open her heart.What do you think I would do to Misuzu-san?
Sensei asks me.
.No, I don’t know
To be honest.I can’t imagine it.
Misuzu-san was a girl sent by Kouzuki-sama to Nagisa wasn’t she?She cannot be mad at sex
.Certainly
In that case, I’d have Nagisa take her and have her become Nagisa’s slave. A complete lesbian
.Lesbian?
Then, she’d get married with the man Kouzuki house had decided.endure only one sex to have one child, then have her stay as a lesbian for the rest of her life. Isn’t it better for her to play with Nagisa’s lesbian pets rather than madly playing with men? Society can be fooled by that too.
.Is that so?
Sensei’s always thinking two steps ahead.
In the first place.I got surprised when Nagisa transferred Misuzu-san to Yoshida-kun! That was so sudden wasn’t it?It happened before I even knew it!
.There’s no surveillance cameras in Nagisa-san’s shop.
That was Nagisa-san’s decision alone. She didn’t consult Yuzuki-sensei.
Nagisa.understood Yoshida-kun’s power. Surely, she believed that you could open Misuzu’s heart!
Sensei says.
Margo too. She believes in your power that she didn’t report a follow up to me on the spot. Well, she has seen Nagisa-san being embraced and liberated by Yoshida-kun.
Nagisa-san and Margo-san believed me and entrusted me with Misuzu.
Sometimes, I get heartbroken. No matter how much I think, I can’t match Nagisa’s insight and Margo’s perception. Those girls more excellent than me. No.I’m no good. I’m just a big-headed woman lacking imagination.
Sensei blames herself.
Anyway.There’s no pressing problems with Misuzu-san. Just love her a lot. Now’s the time for her to be spoiled. Make your bonds of trust thicker. Okay?
.Okay
The problem is Maika.
Maika-san.is another type of the raped girls
.Another type?
.She’s scared of sex. It’s become a complete trauma. Simply put, she’s afraid of it. It might cause androphobia for her.
.Eh?
But.She’s been in the bath together with me all this time.
Yeah. We talked and kissed a lot.
Don’t you think that she’s abnormally talkative in the bath?
.Eh?
Usually.someone won’t talk to their rapist about their club activities
That might be.
But.She didn’t hate it when I touched her in the bathroom.and we kissed multiple times
I even licked Maika’s clitoris.
Afterwards.Maika asked if I still want to have sex.
That’s just a flip of sense from fear. She’s alone with the rapist. She’d choose to open her body willingly rather than be violated by force. If she doesn’t convince herself to accept the man voluntarily, she can’t win against the fear Sensei says.
Afterwards, Misuzu-san entered the bathroom.That was on purpose. I thought that you might not be able to endure it anymore. If Misuzu-san is there, she will have sex with you instead of Maika-san That was also Sensei’s strategy?
When she sees Misuzu-san being madly in love with you.Maika-san’s recognition of Yoshida-kun might change. Maika-san can feel relieved if Misuzu-san is being deeply in love with you, can’t she?
You sent Misuzu with such intentions?
As I thought.Misuzu-san had gone on a rampage and you accepted it.When it had become a slightly peaceful atmosphere.I went in!